Today is not starting out real good. I feel a little bit down today and that concerns me because I might want to eat more and/or eat what is not good for me.
Been pretty busy this morning which certainly helps me not think about whether I'm hungry or not. A friend had gastric by-pass surgery and from May '09 to January '10 has lost 140 pounds. I envy her a lot but that just seems like the easy way out. She's had her struggles though. I just don't think that would work for me (and my insurance won't cover it). When I can't eat what I want I have a tendency to get really depressed and it scares me that if I had that done I would have to deal with lots of my emotional problems much quicker than I'd feel comfortable with.